i’m going to our summer house tomorrow, so no internet for a week!
i got a tip about an informative illustration education and maybe that’s the right thing for me??? i need to hurry up with the application assignments though, they’re due in a week.
if one more person asks me about the exhibition in may i’m going to start crying out of anger and frustration. i hate this school. i hate it so much. there’s no structure, no assignments, no improvements, it’s like a daycare for adults. most people just drink coffee and procrastinate all day anyway. I’ve been studying math all week, it feels good to actually do something useful.
I’m so sick of seeing those “you’re not a bad person because you’re part of a privileged group” coddling posts, because no, you may not be a bad person just for being part of a privileged group but you ARE kind of a shitty person if you feel the need to prioritize you and your precious feelings over taking responsibility and doing your part in tearing down the system that lets you be privileged.
one last gecko update: Lemon’s doing fine, he’s healed up nicely, no more bleeding, no infections, and he’s behaving like he did before the surgeries, my baby is himself again :’)